Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Of unseen blogs and repeated themes

I can't read any blogs anymore. They've all been blocked. Can't even reply to my comments. Hell! I can't even read my blog! Censorship sucks.

And a return to one of my fave themes - nostalgia. Nostalgia urges you to try go back. To be who you were. To be where you were. To be with whom you were. Reality intervenes. Reality is that none of it really exists. Not anymore. Not the old you. Nor the places the way you knew them. Nor the people - at least not the way you remember them. The only way is forward. And maybe that is just how it should be. Life is a series of spaces. You move from one to another, leaving behind traces of your presence, but leaving those spaces forever.

And another oft repeated theme - being in love.
Been incredibly happy the last few days. Feel like I'm being loved like I've never been before. And she says it is the same for her. Maybe that is another reason why it works so well between us. That we have both never ever received such love from anyone else. And I've been so totally relaxed only with a few of my best friends. Small wonder then that we grew really close over the short time that we've known each other. If only such happiness would last. We've both decided to try make sure it does.

ubergeek, the

1 comment:

The Regular Joe said...

Oh! wow! Happy for you buddy.