Song of the moment

"Never" by Tina Arena

i can't...
i can't be with you again
don't remind me of the good times that we had
learned a lot from us since then
i never want these feelings to ever come again
no, no

you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense

please don't tell me that you've changed
don't wanna hear on how you've lost your evil ways
The one who has changed this time is me
and i won't go back to feeling helpless and deceived
oh, no

you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense

you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
your love...
your love...

to think you had me fooled every now and then
you had me believin' that i was the reason that you left
but i won't fall back in love with you again
i don't even wanna be your friend
no, no, no

you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense

you'll never hear me crying
you'll never see me trying
to love you once again
your love is so past tense
so past tense

your love...so past tense

I still want to friends with her - maybe it is because of the good memories. Maybe it is because I can't believe that she is a bad person. Maybe it is because I still like her and find her fun. But think that I've had enough of being treated like dirt. Surprising how easy it is to fall out of love once you set your mind to it. And of course, meeting new people helps. Like nothing else. Except being treated like dirt. Thought that nothing would ever change the way I felt about her. Well. As it turns out, I've discovered that I can be pushed only till a point. And no beyond. She did that. Wonder if I should actually be thankful she did that. That has stopped me from hanging around and keeping my life on hold. To be perfectly fair, she did say from the beginning that she never wanted us to be more than friends. And she did say that she was using me. Truthful on both counts. I guess I have just myself to blame.

P.S.: Soxy: Man! Remembered ur comment abt watching love blossom. Well. It just got nipped in the bud even before it took a peep into the sunshine.

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